I’m not really enjoying being alive right now. Maybe breakfast will mean something more to me in the future. How am I supposed to feel about breakfast? Maybe I can pretend to feel something about it beyond it’s metabolic purpose

Jimmie Y.
Not too sure how to respond to this but I believe that you will become better and feel better about yourself and your life. The fight or journey may be long but know that the day will come
Sebastian N.
I know it’s tough to feel like you don’t want to be alive right now but trust me, there are other paths that doesn’t include ending it all. Suicide is a permanent decision to temporary problems, and, you should try to enjoy breakfast, take it as a time to think, get some rest and being kind to yourself so you can go day by day takimg small steps to improving