Lyric S.
I guess I’m grateful for still being alive after all these years, despite my own thoughts telling me I don’t deserve to. If I stopped now, I wouldn’t have been able to stand up to my family and how they treated me, wouldn’t have been able to get therapy as a step towards bettering myself, probably wouldn’t have been willing to get a job (as hard as that job is) that was a bigger thing than I’m qualified for. Things like that, even if the thoughts are still around, my list proves that I can still change.
