I'm sorry for what your going through but even though it the tough times stay positive, I don't know a good model for you but this may be cringe. So actually take a look at the Eh bee family on youtube. It's a family youtube channel but they actually lived in a basement of apartment complexes and now they live in a gorgeous house. And this just helps with saying that you can do anything you can just strive for what you want in life and keep good thoughts. Soon you can do many things, your not alone!